Children in heaven

An adult in heaven might be different as an adult in the earth,

but I believe children in heaven is as same as the children in earth.

their smile, and their satisfaction, is as innocent and simple as they did in heaven or earth.



Just back from distributing Christmas present for children around Genting Klang.

I really appreciate SookTeng invitation because I can 'do something' today.

Well,it's not actually something sensational, but just something meaningful,

Yea, meaningful I say....

I cant really say this is the happiest day in my life, but atleast it was one the meaningful day in my life.

Happiest day in my life?

The day I was baptized?The day we depart from KLIA? the day we reach UK? the day I step into the holyground Anfield?the day I found that I have pass my Liverpool degree?Christmas Day?

Well, there are many I can simply mention, but meaningful things that I have done, I cant really say....

My pastor always say '人行善是本份，人行惡是本性'

It means that we as human, to do something good, something charity, is what we are suppose to do, it's our duty,it's our responsibility.

Which is why, there is NOTHING TO BE PROUD when you have done something good, because this is what you should do.

It's not something big or sensational.

I share this experience to you guys, not to tell you how kind or how good I am, but to tell you how much I thanks Lord for giving me this opportunity to help the others, if not help, atleast I share or gives happiness to the others.

Just some fruits for the adult and some cheap toys for the children. It doesnt really help them really, but when you see the smile and the joy in their face, you will know what 'happiness' really mean.

Monday's preach by Rev.Tong is a successful one, many people accept Lord Jesus as their saviour on that night.

Jesus said human live not for the food, but for the word of God.

But we as a Christian, if everyday only talk about gospel but never really do something for the society, people cant even settle down to listen gospel.

If the person is hungry and ask you for a bread, but you answer him 'You dont need food, you need Jesus'

Tell me, how would he react???

But ofcourse, back to the priority, I still think that gospel is more important than charity, because it saves our soul, not body.

We have distribute hundreds of Christmas present tonite and sing Christmas song until no voice justnow, we have seen many smile and joyful faces, deep inside their heart they appreciate us no matter who they are....

from Thailand, from Myanmar, from Indonesia, Indian, Chinese, Malays, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindis, Christians, old folks and children....everyone is happy....but who can really get the salvation in the end???

An old woman who get cancer ask us to pray for her, the moment we sing 'Holy Night' for her, I really feel touched and my tears dropped.

When you look at this kinda situation, tell me,would you even dare to feel proud of yourself for doing something good?

One should feel blessed that they can help others, instead of needing others to help them.

After all, I have learned that in fact, me myself is the one who gained the most tonight.

The Guiding Star

Christmas Gospel Rally 2009
"The Guiding Star"

Date: 14/12/09 (Monday)
Time: 8pm
Venue: PGRM
Speaker: Rev. Tong


2years ago, he exposed a hidden meaning inside the story of "Saviour in the Manger"

When the Child is born,
God only inform 5 parties,

1. Gabriel, the Archangel
2. Virgin Mary
3.Joseph, Mary's husband

Gabriel knew the saviour would be born, because God want this Archangel to inform Mary earlier.
Mary need to know this news so that she can prepare herself.
And ofcourse, Joseph need to know earlier so that he wont misunderstand that Mary have sexual intercourse with other man.

The fourth and fifth one are simply amazing!!!

4. The Three Wisemen from East
5. The Shepherds

Why God inform them???
but not Jews? not Western people? not rich people???

Because salvation is for everyone, even include the poor man, and the people all around the world!!!



1year ago, he explain why Jesus is born from the body of woman.

Because Adam was neither made from man or woman.
Eve was made from a man but not a woman.
We as the son or daughter of Adam and Eve, born from the body of man and woman.

We are all sinners,
so there was this brilliant plan by God to let baby Jesus born from Virgin Mary,
He doesnt carry any original sin, and He did not commited any sin in His entire life.




I wonder what can I learn this year,
Bible is not as easy as you thought, but it is not as difficult as you can thought too.

Who cares about salvation nowadays?
who cares about Jesus?
who cares about perish and burnin in hell?

Today, a friend tell me directly,
'I dunwan go church la'

honest enough, fair enough....

Satan and the demons are winning at this moment....
and that's a fact.

What can I do and what can I say to encourage my friends to listen gospel?
I seriously dont know....

For me, its all up to God,
He will prepare the amount of people being chosen,
and when the amount is enough,
I believe armageddon will come very soon.

Few years back when I was doing my assignment with a group of classmate,
I heard how they talk and discuss about Christianity.

An ego girl speak loudly,
"Duh, what Jesus, what salvation, what perish, I dun believe in such thing la, wonder why all my friends behave like tat after they come back from UK"

She keeps talking like she knew alot, and all of my friends did respond to her and join this interesting topic.
I remain silent.....

But one year later,
Wei Sin, Wei Xiang, and Fong Way joined me at Rev.Tong Gospel Rally in 2008.

This girl,
she was not there....

If she was there, she should have watch at this 'picture' by her own eyes....
How God frame 3of them together in His miracle....

She talks alot that day on one year before, and I didnt say a word....
But sometimes, when God work by Himself, He do not even need to talk alot of crap with you....

Although none 3of them are Christian yet, but atleast they have the bless to listen to gospel....
to listen the word of God, which many people do not even have to chance to listen....

I tried to invite many people lastyear, many ppl had attend, and I am so touched to see that...
Wonder what will happen this year, I really hope all of my beloved friend will attend....

Because everyone need salvation!

Many people might avoid me at this period, but trust me, I am okay!!!
It's a pretty normal situation, because people hate preaching, I used to hate it too....

But sometimes, all we need to do is pray,

if a person has a heart to attend,
a simple invitation can make he/she move.

but if a person doesnt,
no matter how hard you try aso waste effort.

I only asked FongWay once lastyear,
two simple SMS and she say OK....

Anyway, kindly remind you guyz, all my friends, and whom who had read my blog today, I really wish to see you on next monday!!!

Lastly, May God Bless you,
Merry Christmas!!!

Handicapped

First,
Tunku gave you TONGKAT.

Later,
Dr.M gave you WHEEL CHAIR.

Now,
what???






Special privilege are only given to those people who need one,
we should be proud that we don't need that.

Our road is much more narrow,
but that makes our life much more meaningful.

Our ancestors use hands and strength to start a new life here,
today we will do the same to fight for our future.

Despite how many special privilege you have and how you gonna bully us,
we will keep silent but still we keep on working.

So,
go fuck yourself la!!!

You're useless,
your life is meaningless!!!

The world is facing over-population,
but you are wasting the space of our land!!!

Joke of The Day

Palestine people can rely on Malaysia's continued support to build an independent Palestinian Nation. (PM,2009)




Okay....



this is either the most heart-warming declaration for a brotherhood,
or the worst joke of all the time....



First question,
Who are you, Malaysia?


Second question,
What can you do, Malaysia?


BOLEH cakap, BOLEH bakar bendera Amerika dan Israel


what else can you do?


Don't joke la please,
you don't even have a nucklear or chemical weapon.


You can't even protect yourself,
mind your own business ok???


In fact, you do not even have the ability to cause threat for world peace,
what makes you think that you can contribute for Palestine's independent war?


Nobody knows you la, Malaysia....
Nobody is afraid of you lar, Big Horse!!!


I am not a pro-Israel, but as a Malaysian,
rather than sokong blindly like you guys,
I dun mind to be one of the pro-Israel,
atleast it makes me feel better!!!

Stop saying how cruel the Jews are,
you canot blame on one side by only measuring the casualty amount.


What do you expect?

You kill me 2 people, I kill you back 2 people???

This is a children's game!!!


Never see you show your sympathy when Israel is attacked by Hamas???


If you really believe in your God,
then you should pray for Israel,

because we all knew Abraham's God, Isaac's God,Jacob's God said,
"I will bless those who bless for Israel"


Ya, that's a true prayer....
NOT curse other political party leader and his party to die and face judgement!!!


What kinda prayer is that?
tell me!!!

The Advice by an old man

The pastor gave us an advice as the identity of an old man.





Young men,



If you do everything, only for the sake of money, you will fail.


If you do everything, only for the sake of your own personal interest, you will fail.


If you do everything, only for the sake of pleasing other people, you will fail.




How true?






My name is JT, a.k.a. Dark Shadow
Good night, and good luck.

Yew WeiXin

365days already, one year,
so fast, so unbelievable.

Thanks for taking good care of me,
you're a good girlfriend.

I cant imagine my days in Liverpool without you,
no hot soup and big breakfast....

Sometimes, my joke and temper are bad,
I know....

But still,
you know I really love you.

Anyway, I will try to improve myself for you,
because you deserved a better me....

Thanks for the memories,
and now I declare....

NEW CHAPTER, here we come!!!!


Sushi Zanmai....


Raisin's favourite food....


nice one


'Inglourious Bastreds' for Tarantino's fans!!!


Happy 1st Anniversary!!!
Love you....

An Awesome Friend called Tammy

If Hui Hsien is the most treasured friend I found in Advanced Diploma,
Mun Yi is definitely my Godsend 'Liverpool Treasure' in these months....(and I really mean it)

There are people I would like to thanks, like family and friends,
especially Pui Yee who helped me alot in assignment,
and also Derique who add color in my LJMU and Atlantic Point's life....

Largest contribution and sacrifice???
Miss Raisin!!!
No doubt.... but now I am talking about friendship....
a friend that gives but never ask for repay....

There is a thing I told myself that I must do when I am back to Malaysia,
~to thanks Mun Yi~



this blog entry is specially dedicated to CHAN MUN YI....




I was thinking to buy a souvenier for her in Europe, and give her when I am back, attached with a thank you card.
But in the end, I didnt write the card because I seriously dont know what to write....

There are too many things I wana tell her, there are too many things I wana thanks her.
and yes I am, I am emotional right now....

Everytime I think back to those shitty days,
I feel blissed that I stil have a friend like her, and this feeling hit my emotion heavily!!!

Nobody can understand my feeling,
nobody realize how much I appreciate Munyi's help (even Munyi herself)....
~perhaps Raisin feel the same~

I remember the day I failed the bloody reading logs~for no reason~
She is the one who encourage me and support me even when she herself is angry and dissapointed for her own result.

~Everyone need someone~
But I....could never imagine....she is the someone that help me when I am down....

In fact, I never really get close to her before that, yes we chat alot, but we seldom hang out together, only with gangs or only in trips....

I feel really sorry and paiseh for giving her trouble you know, intercom to ask her stupid things like "what is the title of the assignment?" and "have you done ur work?"


Well, I need someone to talk to, and someone who talk with me....
when I am panic, when I am stress....

I just feel like I need a friend like her to cool me down, to give me confidence....
My mentality is seriously fucked up in Liverpool once I get the bad news, Raisin experienced the same....

At that moment, me and Raisin couldnt rely on each other because both of us are really moody and dissapointed to the result...
But here come Miss Tammy, to encourage both of us when we are down....

That's friend....
that's the meaning of friendship....

Sometimes, its kinda weird (or normal) to see ppl avoid spending time with a couple in relationship....
Friends tends to give more privacy to the boy and girl because they do not want to be a light bulb....

There was a time, a friend will think that it is the boy's responsibility to take care of the girl, vice versa....
I do not like this idea....seriously....

Despite how you gonna argue with me, I still believe that a true friendship is meant to be forever....

There is no such things like
~ Hey, it's ur girlfriend mah.....How I know wor?~
~Hey, now she is your gf liao mah....Why ask me wor?~

I mean, why wana talk like this to me???
We are friends, we are all friends....
Why things have to change???

Thats the reason why I like Derique and Wei Xiang because they never complain or get bored when they are spending their time with me and Raisin....
(even if they did, I hope it is not often)
3kaki? 4kaki? who cares....as long as we are friends....

Sorry, out of context....
But my point here is....

Mun Yi is really being awesome here because she take the initiative to encourage both me and Raisin even when she herself is in bad mood....

It is really hard to find a true, innocent and helpful friend like her nowadays....
especially at the age of 22....

She....is not my best friend...yet....
And I am sure Im not hers too....yet....(I wish)

But one thing for sure, these three months has just introduce me a Brand New friend,
~Miss Tammy....~

Today I can declare, she is no longer my classmate....but my friend....





Thanks alot Mun Yi,
you will never understand how much I appreciate you as a friend!!!

Raisin o raisin

it's been 11 months,
nothing much I wana tel you,

but ~I love you~

Thanks for being by my side all the time...I mean....ALL THE TIME....
~no one is doing better than you did when I need someone~

Thank you Yew WeiXin, you are the best!!!
I appreciate what I have~ Brown Sauce~

Thank You Liverpool

~30 May 2009~

~2 September 2009~





no city like Liverpool....

The Moment

the moment I hugged Alan,

my heart was hugged by him, and I nearly cry.

谢谢你的爱

我会想念你的，
以后的日子我会好好过的，Judy。

































我的衣服~Judy~



虽然不是很美，但依然要谢谢它在这些日子来的陪伴。。。
如今，我要把它留在英国了。。。。

把它丢弃前，先来个告别仪式，
高挂在房间窗口，对它敬个礼，再说声‘我爱你’。


最后，






































把它拿来当抹脚布！

Dream come true

I watch a football friendly match of Liverpool F.C. last saturday,

I wonder....
is that considered a childhood dream come true?

Frankly, this is not my dream....
in fact, I never ever dream about it....

But that does not mean that I am not excited to be in Anfield.....

How could I dare to dream?
to step into Anfield and watch The Reds play in their own ground?

I really never think about it, and I never expect this could happen to me.

To meet Steven Gerrard?
to watch his heroic action?
to hear the Kopites sing 'Steve Gerrard Gerrard'?

I can only imagine the atmosphere in Anfield, for years....
I do not dare to dream....

But sometimes, you don't have to do anyting to reach your goal,
and you don't have suffer to gain something.....

It just come into your life and knock your door,
asking you to open up and go for it....

To watch a match in Anfield is like a fate for me,
it is my destiny....
seriously, I really think it is.

I did not pay any effort, or do anything to make my dream comes true.


This is the day!!!
8August 2009....

My breath at July'09

July is a happening month for me in UK, emotion and mood are like a roller-coaster ride,
you never gonna know what happen tomorow.

The moment I feel excited like I have met Steven Gerrard,
the next moment I was drag to hell to suffer in silence,

but still the show must go on,
and I stand up once again to say Hallelujah,
because God's love never fail, and I can really feel it....here in UK.

Looking back to my photos in July, I thanks my parents for giving me opportunity to study oversea and playing around here and there.

Ofcourse, my dear shepherd Christ Jesus is always there for me, whenever I need him.
Without him, I am nothing.

I knew He loves me, and He never leave me,
no matter what I have done and what I have said.

All we need is love,
withour love there is nothing left to feel.

Most of us are stress out of assignments lately; people criticize each other and judge each other.
For me, this is something normal, something acceptable, we can't expect everyone to love us anyway.

In fact, many people has already predict this will happen sooner or later.
All we need to do now, is wait, because nothing else we can do.

When we are back to our homeland,
we shall know what we want to know.
and now,

just shut up and look at my pictures!!!


Dean Walters Building, where we have our seminars


Everyone loves Alan


he motivates


Washing my clothes~~ 3pounds




Costa Coffee


romantic


JJB--paradise of sportswear


I bought an off-season Euro kit in LFC store.


Raisin and the Reds


Opening of Everton Two


~Movie of the month~


Grasmere


Bowness Bay


Eve, my favourite tutor


Postcards time


Raisin@ Starbucks


Fish N Chips @ Lobster Pot


visit a small museum


World Museum Liverpool


St. John Garden


Castle @ North Wales


Pizza time with Munyi and Yuin Yue


my food


my drawer


class rep sleeping in the class


coffee time


presentation day, simply enjoy workin with both of them!


Tian Xia's mix rice~~ new tauke


Ah Mou visit


Kenneth joining us at West Kirby


Crosby Beach, Another Place!


hsien and iron man


3 chefts.



That's all....
Here I come, August!!!