Mun Yi is definitely my Godsend 'Liverpool Treasure' in these months....(and I really mean it)
There are people I would like to thanks, like family and friends,
especially Pui Yee who helped me alot in assignment,
and also Derique who add color in my LJMU and Atlantic Point's life....
Largest contribution and sacrifice???
Miss Raisin!!!
No doubt.... but now I am talking about friendship....
a friend that gives but never ask for repay....
There is a thing I told myself that I must do when I am back to Malaysia,
~to thanks Mun Yi~
this blog entry is specially dedicated to CHAN MUN YI....
I was thinking to buy a souvenier for her in Europe, and give her when I am back, attached with a thank you card.
But in the end, I didnt write the card because I seriously dont know what to write....
There are too many things I wana tell her, there are too many things I wana thanks her.
and yes I am, I am emotional right now....
Everytime I think back to those shitty days,
I feel blissed that I stil have a friend like her, and this feeling hit my emotion heavily!!!
Nobody can understand my feeling,
nobody realize how much I appreciate Munyi's help (even Munyi herself)....
~perhaps Raisin feel the same~
I remember the day I failed the bloody reading logs~for no reason~
She is the one who encourage me and support me even when she herself is angry and dissapointed for her own result.
~Everyone need someone~
But I....could never imagine....she is the someone that help me when I am down....
In fact, I never really get close to her before that, yes we chat alot, but we seldom hang out together, only with gangs or only in trips....
I feel really sorry and paiseh for giving her trouble you know, intercom to ask her stupid things like "what is the title of the assignment?" and "have you done ur work?"
Well, I need someone to talk to, and someone who talk with me....
when I am panic, when I am stress....
I just feel like I need a friend like her to cool me down, to give me confidence....
My mentality is seriously fucked up in Liverpool once I get the bad news, Raisin experienced the same....
At that moment, me and Raisin couldnt rely on each other because both of us are really moody and dissapointed to the result...
But here come Miss Tammy, to encourage both of us when we are down....
That's friend....
that's the meaning of friendship....
Sometimes, its kinda weird (or normal) to see ppl avoid spending time with a couple in relationship....
Friends tends to give more privacy to the boy and girl because they do not want to be a light bulb....
There was a time, a friend will think that it is the boy's responsibility to take care of the girl, vice versa....
I do not like this idea....seriously....
Despite how you gonna argue with me, I still believe that a true friendship is meant to be forever....
There is no such things like
~ Hey, it's ur girlfriend mah.....How I know wor?~
~Hey, now she is your gf liao mah....Why ask me wor?~
I mean, why wana talk like this to me???
We are friends, we are all friends....
Why things have to change???
Thats the reason why I like Derique and Wei Xiang because they never complain or get bored when they are spending their time with me and Raisin....
(even if they did, I hope it is not often)
3kaki? 4kaki? who cares....as long as we are friends....
Sorry, out of context....
But my point here is....
Mun Yi is really being awesome here because she take the initiative to encourage both me and Raisin even when she herself is in bad mood....
It is really hard to find a true, innocent and helpful friend like her nowadays....
especially at the age of 22....
She....is not my best friend...yet....
And I am sure Im not hers too....yet....(I wish)
But one thing for sure, these three months has just introduce me a Brand New friend,
~Miss Tammy....~
Today I can declare, she is no longer my classmate....but my friend....
Thanks alot Mun Yi,
you will never understand how much I appreciate you as a friend!!!
